Hey! I totally understand how you feel. I actually didn’t even like padel at first while all my friends were obsessed with it. I only started because they invited me to watch their tournament.. and I just wanted to be part of the happiness I saw there, lol
In the beginning, I was anxious too. I bought my racket, padel shoes, watched YouTube tutorials (padel school), took a few coaching sessions, and even rented a court alone and hired a ball boy just to practice my serves for an hour because I didn’t want to feel like a burden to anyone. 🤣 When I finally joined matches on apps like Playtomic, I only signed up for beginner games.
So trust me, it’s completely normal to feel unsure.
My advice: start with beginner matches and just mention you’re new, take a few lessons (not necessarily a full expensive package), don't wait until you feel “good enough.” You improve by playing.
And about the language: most Dutch people speak great English, especially in sports communities. Don’t let that stop you. You just need to start. 😊